TREADING WATER

Firstly,

thanks to Lia for slapping me out of my "woe is me" mindset. Lia, I cant imagine you with an extra 17kgs just like right now its hard to imagine me with 15 less. I guess time and a lot of blood, sweat and a few tears will tell how it will be for me as I work towards my goal. I know the journey will be really tough at times and I've just learnt some more news which impacts on my decision to compete. My sister-in-law who I get along really well with is moving back to Adelaide from Sydney early next year. So thats more socialising, eating, drinking opportunities to manage. God give me strength!! But I've made up my mind to do it in 07 and if I put it off again I know I'll just be so disappointed in myself.

Right now I'm in a bit of a treading water mode while I wait for my program from Josh (who I know has had his plate full with getting his website back on track after a very unfortunate incident on Friday night). So I'm enjoying a few drinks, dinner out last night and a bit more of what I fancy instead of what I should be eating.

But I know that when I start my program, I'll be giving it my best shot with a 100% effort. I'm not going let myself down, nor my WH, nor the PE team.

IF ITS EASY, ITS HARDLY WORTH DOING

Magda