Tuesday, January 26, 2010

BRAIN DUMP

Sadly all is not well in paradise and I continue to be all out of sorts. Not really sure whats going on just know that something is not right with me but cant put my finger on it. I have all this stuff going around in my head but the "lightbulb moment" that I need for it all to fall into place just isnt happening.

Am I overanalysing? Maybe. Am I overreacting? Maybe. Am I just overobsessed with this all? Hmmmm.

Have I bitten off more than I can chew and the fear of choking on it is making me want to spit it all out?

Is the Binge Monster's little bitch sister actually self sabotage in disguise?

I just know that I dont like where I am, how I'm feeling or how I'm dealing with it all.

M

2 comments:

Charlotte Orr said...

Sorry to hear things aren't going as well as you'd like. Hope you find a solution soon.

Magda said...

Thanks Charlotte.