Friday has finally come around and its time to let go of all the disappointment, depression and despair of the last week. My SIJ pain has eased a little and hopefully after a few days back on the anti inflams it'll be gone. In the meantime I'm consciously putting a smile back on my face and not wallowing in my self pity any longer.
Its been a really tough time though and I've had many moments where I've been enveloped in negative thoughts and emotions. Perhaps I should just have let it all out thru a big cry LOL. There have been so many times when I've wanted to talk about whats bothering me but I cant do it - not with people close to me anyway.
But like I said the pity party must come to an end. Its time to get off the ground, hop back onto the horse and give the riding another go with some more lessons under my belt and the determination to get it right.
M
Discipline Over Motivation
4 years ago
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I hope you have a relaxing weekend Magda...
I know I have had a strange week myself and really don't know what I think. I had anger tonight at my cats which really freaked me out. I never show emotions. I felt so angry and upset and I really don't think it was the cats, but just everything. I sat with this feeling for a little and read for a little, but in the end I did turn to junk :( But I am ok with this as I am slowing seeing that I am letting my emotions out, little by little. I don't think I could handle it all at once as silly as that sounds...
Sorry for the long comment it kinda just flowed out.
Hey Kristy, I too have felt lots of anger but sadly directed at myself (bad I know). Physically I'm feeling better so the mood will also lift and I wont need to fake it. Roll on better times, I say.
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