Wednesday, February 20, 2008


I’ve decided to blog again.

I’ve missed putting my thoughts, experiences, hopes and aspirations in writing each day. In the meantime I’ve enjoyed reading what everyone else has been up to. Some are going great guns, some are struggling, some are sharing words of wisdom and some are absent (as we all need to be from time to time).

So where am I at now? Well I cant boast that I’m feeling magnificent or invincible or that I’m firing on all cylinders but I’m ok. I’ve had some very dark days and some pretty good ones too. I’m just riding with it all for now as I know that I’m not in the right place to be making big bold statements about all the incredible things I’m planning to achieve. That will come but I’m not ready for it now.

On the career front I have yet to make the decision whether to take the plunge or not. This uncertainty is unsettling in itself as it impacts on so many other aspects of my life and my family. Maybe my lack of decision is the decision itself? Having said that, I’m still researching things so that my eventual decision is an informed one. (I swear I’m turning into a Virgo with all this fact finding and analysis going on – its just SO NOT Cancerian LOL).

Training wise I’ve tried to be consistent and do my scheduled workouts whether I feel like it or not. In fact last week, in a period of sky high motivation I even trained twice a day on most days. GO ME!! But this week its back to mornings only as the evening routines are all out of whack with other stuff going on.

Diet is where I fall down though. Last week was great. This week not so. I suspect I know why but wont try to justify my actions with excuses. Subject closed because the tide will turn.

So that’s me on Wednesday 20th Feb. Honest about where I’m at. Thanks for all your comments of support on my last post. I haven’t responded individually but will do so again from now on.




katiep said...

Yay - welcome back!

Anonymous said...

(((hugs))) welcome back


Pip said...

Glad to see you back Magda! I often look you up, I find you inspiring!!!


Kristy said...

Welcome back Magda and I know what you are going through as I am still going through the same thing of working out my food. I have great weeks and not so great weeks, but my weight is slowly coming down and now that I am running a couple of times a week it will help.

Best wishes

Hilary said...

Hey Magda, good to have you back. Sometimes we need to have a bit of a break...

Good luck with the potential new career (whatever you decide). I can testify that sometimes doing something completely different is just the breath of fresh air that you need!

Hilary xx

stacytoby said...

great to see you back online, we SO need to chat, you just blogged how I feel!

might flick you an email tomorrow.......


Raechelle said...

Glad to see you're back....I'm sure the break helped though-this blogging does get to be like a job once in a while hey?!

Sounds like your training is going well-that's great on its own....I'm sure all else will fall into place in its own time.

Hope the end of your week is pleasant!

Michelle said...

Great to see you back!

Magda said...

Thanks for the very warm welcome back guys.

Kristy just keep plugging away and you'll get there.

Hilary I'm really inspired by those people who have taken their leaps of faith and changed workplaces or careers this year.

Stacy I hope we can chat.

Raechelle I know things will fall into place again - they always do when the time is right.

Its good to be back guys

:-) Magda